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Sunday, August 16, 2009

Twenty-nine years...!

Today was Husband's and my 29th wedding anniversary. I have now been married as long as I was single.

We have been poor and within one month of foreclosure of our home when it finally sold. We have had money and have spent months at a time in sunny warm spots in the middle of winter. We took care of my mother in her final illness. We've taken care of each other during illness and following injuries and surgeries.

We split up twice. The first time lasted for two weeks during the first year of our marriage, when Husband was working all the hours there were and I felt neglected. The second time, four years ago, lasted for three weeks and got me sober. Both times I thought we were through, done, over, kaput. Both times we were drawn back together by . . . what? What makes people stay married for years and years? Love? Mutual dependence? The comfort of the familiar? We didn't have children, so it wasn't staying together for the sake of the kids.

Today we had lunch at a gorgeous old hotel and came home and napped separately. When I woke up he was on the tractor mowing along the length of the driveway. I took some of his shirts out of the dryer while they were still good and damp so they'd hang smoothly while they dried. We admired the way the fields look now that they've been cut and baled, and the way the freshly-mown lawn blends into the field stubble. We laughed wryly about the Country Poodles out hunting mice who'd expired during the haying. "They're so proud! They're catching dead mice!"

When we were first together we had long conversations about how this thing between us was a separate entity, larger than the sum of the two of us.
I guess it still is. I guess it's a marriage.

...to have and to hold from this day forward, for better or for worse,
for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health,
to love and to cherish;
from this day forward until death do us part.


8 comments:

Mary said...

Happy Anniversay. That was a courageous post. I'm not so brave to lay it all out there.

JOE TODD said...

Congratulations. Lots of things are a day at a time

Wanda said...

Happy Anniversary to you both June.

Angela Recada said...

Happy Anniversary! Twenty-nine years together in marriage is something to be proud of. The ups and the downs, the good and the bad, that's what life is all about. It takes work to stay together. Congratulations, and thanks for this honest post. You inspire your readers.

Carolynn said...

Much love and happiness to you both.

That's an enormous achievement to have reached 29 years of marriage and to have weathered some serious storms in the process.

There's a great little book called "Project Everlasting. Two Bachelors Discover the Secrets of America's Greatest Marriages." by Mathew Boggs and Jason Miller. Very good read. Funny in spots, heartrending in others. Kinda like marriage. *wink*

Carsten said...

Happy Anniversary.
A long marriage is not sunny all the way. The clouds and thunderstorms are unavoidable. It's too easy to split up. Hard work to keep together and mend the relationship. But it is worth it. Congratulations.

WildBlack said...

Happy Anniversary! :D
Glad you shared it with all of us! As Carsten said, it is worth it!
Wish you both the very best of life. :)

HenryGL said...

Many Many happy returns of the day to you both June. Wishing you lot many more years full of life, fun, happiness and peace.